Its been a long long time since I last wrote, more than 2 yrs..huh..I almost forget about my blog or rather I say I dont have time. Is it ?? A tough question to answer.

A lot a has changed over this period of 2 yrs.Life changed from a college student to an IT professional (technically speaking).

Though this journey has added many new experiences in my life, many new ppl are the part of it now. But still, somewhere I am the same.

2010 was one of most memorable year of my life.I came to Delhi, enjoyed a lot with my sister and her friends, met many new and interesting faces. Have seen the so called "life of Delhi".

So many things have happened that year.Its tough to list them even.But that was the last year.

Again, the time has changed n life too. Things aren't same . Di got married , moved out of Delhi. Even, my friends got busy in their own lives. Things got more personalised between each of us.This all have to happened one day.Even, the definition of friendship is changed now.

It was somewhat tough for me to accept. But, now I am living with the truth that priorities changes and life too.Things will keep on changing in a way or other.

I guess it is rightly said that "Change is the only constant thing".

" I, always use to say that i would be my own destiny, will do whatever i want in my life .
But , things doesn't always happens the way we want. I , know this doesn't happens only with me there are lot of other people like me in this world, whose dreams are shattered , their lives are completely different froom what they have imagined, even though they have learnt to live happily, or compromised with the situations or may be some are still struggling...

I dont know where my life would take me, what will happen tomorrow .
It sometimes feels like i am standing on a stop from there are number of new paths to discover the journey of life...... , on the sametime i realised , no this is just an illusion , i have no way to go.
I have nothing in my hands . The life is just finished .

Then, i wonder , if i could go back into the past and correct my mistakes , so that i could improve myself and could achieve all that i want in my life, rather to say to have a better life . But , what is the gaurantee that , again i wont cry,regret or blame somebody, for the mistakes and problems , and do not demand for the second chance , and then ,what are the chances of having a better life.

Again, there would be some flaws and mistakes , as nobody is perfect and its human nature.
Again there would be the demand of second chance as everybody is greedy in a way or the other.
This cycle continues......but we will never stop regreting , demanding , blaming and finding excuse....."

We come in this world alone, and one day will leave this place alone. Then, there will be nobody with us. This entire journey is what we call ' life '. During this entire journey there are lot of people whom we meet, infact some are known to us by default as they are our family members. And others enter into our lives knowingly or unknowingly, become the part of it through what we call social networking.
This social networking starts within the society where we live, then it moves to the schools where we spend the most precious 14 years of our lives. During this period, though we came to know number of people, but only few of them become our good friends. This range of few could vary depending upon the individual. Similarly the same trend carry on when we move to our colleges, it adds some more friends to our so called 'friendship group'. But this social networking is not just limited to these sources, the very popular technology 'Internet' have given new dimensions to it.This provides the ease of knowing more and more people, by just sitting , entering into the chat rooms , and moreover there are so many social networking websites which will actually helps one to add more and more people to their so called 'friend list'.
It is not that i am against this, I dont say it is wrong, even have no complains about this. Infact i am one of the users and this social networking have helped me to find some of my old friends, and even i came to know some unknown people who are now my friends. This have provided some or the other way to connect to the people around this world. Today, almost every educated individual is a part of it.
But, i dont understand why it happens that, 'somebody' become the part of our life , even when we dont want and can't even help it out.
And the why it hurts when we loose this 'somebody'............!!!

friends forever...

" Forever is a very long time. How is it that people can talk so casually about a concept that we cannot even wrap our minds around? Sometimes we have a friend and we sense that our souls are very closely connected. We know that the connection is above time and space. We know that wherever we are in our lives we will always remain friends. Even if we do not see each other for years we are able to pick up right where we left off. This is what people mean when they say friends forever..."

I am lucky and thankful that i have such friends...

value your friends...

" Sharing good times with good friends is the greatest joy. This is the stuff that makes life worthwhile. Whether sharing a meal together or a good conversation, there is nothing more fulfilling then spending time with friends. We must be thankful for the friendships that come our way for not all are blessed with the skills to form deep relationships. Those of us that do have friends must never take for granted the gift bestowed upon us..."

Don't know what life is all about...
each one of us have different meaning for it.
but we know at end its all about living happily...
but are we happy from the kind of life we are leading ?
each one of us is busy with our own life,
and has become the part of this rat race.
persuing their own 'dreams'...
is this the meaning of real happiness...
may be ...i dont know

i remember the time when i too have a dream of going to iit,
i started preparing for it from class 11
join the correspondence from Brilliant tutorials.
the passion of reaching iit took me to kota ,
where i did my coaching from Bansal classes
and i also joined the test series from Fiit jee.
i remember the time when i used to study long hours
solving dpps, sheets containing problems...
i worked hard to the best of my capability.
But at the end...was not successful
i know there are lot other unsuccesful aspirants like me.

so, i had to join a state college,
though it is good, even many of the students cannot reach there.
but it was very difficult for me to accept this.
it took near about one year to accept the reality.
slowly i learned to be happy in whatever i got.
i got good friends here ,
i learned to enjoy my life
and tried to find happiness in every small things.
and now i am in the final year and also got placed.

now, when i look back it seems...
my 4 yrs of college life just passed away.
one day the last day will also arrive.
though here i don't have the standard of an iit,
even there are some loopholes in our college.
but still i am happy with this.
may be now,i realise what the real happiness means ...
may be its too early to say this,
Life has just started
and there is lot to learn ...